rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
Anyone able to fill me in on what happened on Glee with regards to OCD and Emma? I've seen it referenced (by [personal profile] jmtorres) but can't find anything further, and as we all know, I am very invested in representations of OCD in media, whether good, bad or ugly.

And no, I'm not gonna sit down and watch the show just to find out.
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Right, so, on the Elizabeth Moon WisCon issue. I suppose I will speak in bullet points, because I've had a long day and due to high school competitive civics, I now think that way 90% of the time. (e.g. concise and clear points with facts to back them up.)

Thanks, Mrs. Ratway. Thanks.

Carrying on, if you don't know what I'm talking about, consider ye [personal profile] deepad's post and link collection. I could go on for pages on why Moon's thinking is seriously fucked up on multiple levels (anti-Muslim, anti-immigrant, assimilationist dogshit), but I don't think that's really necessary unless you aren't convinced by real people's feelings and need a privileged person to provide historical evidence for the incorrect nature of her screed.

- Firstly: Nisi Shawl is also GoH at WisCon 35. I am not using this as something to push people towards going, it is just that Ms. Shawl's work is very good (yes, I have read some) and she does not deserve erasure when we're talking about another person erasing people. EMoon is not THE GoH, she is A GoH.

- I'm basically sitting here writing a post telling you that I don't think what happened was right, but I don't know if rescinding the invite would have done anything effectual either wrt the big picture of SFF as a whole, and that Cat Valente's slippery slope analogy, while problematic, applies on one level (though not to the extent she thinks, honestly).

- So basically I'm being a fence-sitter as usual. Fabulous.

- Thing is, I'm leaning towards disinvite, though, because having her at WisCon seriously hurts a lot of people and discomfits many others. And I do not want her to be there if that is the case, because that is like a turd in the damn punchbowl. And then next year people sit around and talk about going to parties, and they don't want to go to the party where there was previously turd punch, regardless of any steps to ensure punch clarity. It might take ages to restore party reputation, or some other party having worse punch in the meantime.

- That metaphor simile went on too long, sorry.

- Speculating, though, my guess is that the concom did do this for a single reason: PR. Moon's work does well in mainstream SF. Publicly alienating her could quite possibly lead to mainstream SF writing off WisCon as solely radical fringe instead of far-left. Which is bullshit. The productive things at WisCon need to hit mainstream SF, because it is so often a bigoted minefield. But we all know how well mainstream SF likes to listen to criticism and how slowly, even when there is willingness to change, things actually happen.

- So we're at a quandary. I mean, I would have preferred disinvitation, but even so, I can't help but wonder if there's some sort of middle-ground action that could have been taken at the very least, instead of this vague waving at constructive action. Censure? Is that possible? Not allowing her to do panels save a free-for-all where she'd be put under the microscope? Though that probably wouldn't do much good either.

Fuck, I don't know. The best thing would be if she didn't think like a fucking wankbucket in the first place.

(next up on this DW/LJ: Rhi's long tirade about how US jingoistic nationalism knows no political party and how she is tired of it.)
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Protip #1: Writing a novel is not a death march, like how a book tour is not a death march. Sort of like how being politically dogmatic is not 'drinking the Kool-Aid'. (Anyone who disagrees needs to watch this film. Massive disturbing content.) Grueling and emotionally draining, yes. But not in the sense of, I don't know, inhumane action and war crimes and other things I will not detail here because they are triggery.

So Elizabeth Bear needs to quietly step back and PUT HER FUCKING FOOT IN IT. Not that she will, because I've gathered she is pig-headed, but still.

[personal profile] littlebutfierce has collected the links you need to read here (particularly the one by [personal profile] ephemere).

Protip #2: Now is not a good time to piss me off.

Protip #3: Renting a car is fucking expensive.
rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
A preface: I am not endorsing the current mental health system in the US or the diagnostic procedures currently in place with mental health. I do think, though, that the evidence in this proves that the establishment is slightly more in the right...you'll see what I mean.

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On yesterday's topic, apparently the main US doctor concerned with PANDAS (and with the Saving Sammy story) was linked to the highly problematic and debunked chelation bullshit treatment for autism. See this post from 2007 by Autism Diva, or this post from Respectful Insolence in 2008.

I sorta linkspam here, but it's important. )
rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
Please note: The below post is my personal opinion and should not be taken as medical advice to anyone else, nor is it meant to negate or trivialise other conditions.

So I saw the book Saving Sammy at the public library, and after picking it up and skimming the inside cover, I sort of couldn't bear to read it, mostly because the subtitle is 'Curing the Boy Who Caught OCD'.

Not sure if this might trigger anyone, so I've cut it. )
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Forthcoming: meta on the Torchwood US casting call that's going around, because there are multiple levels of fail there (race [any non-white person is interchangeable!], gender [she's in love], disability [he's an insane but clever criminal] and...well, what I get into in the subject line).

Not that I was expecting much from RTD, but nothing this bad.

Anyway, I've got to go to the orthodontist and deal with my father today, but this...I've got things to say.

It may tie into my 'the dominant UK paradigm about US people is about as fucked as what the dominant US paradigm about the UK' concept.

Edited because I made a blanket statement that I thought better of.
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
I swear, the awesome post you're looking for is forthcoming. But it's hot today (though not as unnaturally hot as the US/Cdn East Coast or continental Europe), so you get a few points of stuff.

First, Moar LJ TPTB-Level Bias and Clusterfuck. Worth your time to read the comments too. (h/t [personal profile] mercredigirl)

Secondly, Festibility, an AWESOME fanworkathon featuring disabled characters (canonical or not), sponsored by [community profile] access_fandom, is accepting prompts, and will start taking fanworks next week.

Thirdly, a meme from [personal profile] sasha_feather, who gave me the letter L: Post 5 songs (or more) that start with the letter you're given. Let me know if you'd like a letter.

Let's sway/Under the moonlight/This serious moonlight
David Bowie, "Let's Dance"
Does anyone not enjoy at least some part of this song? Seriously? It's Bowie, that's all there is to say about it.

The night you came into my life/Well, it took the bones of me, took the bones of me
Carbon Leaf, "Life Less Ordinary"
Between this and 'What About Everything?', Carbon Leaf is totally my new!Who band. This is also my RP!Doctor theme song...okay, one of them.

I can’t do what’s down my head/There’s no place to run
Santigold, "Lights Out"
[community profile] bzzinglikeneon introduced me to Santigold a while back, and this is just an excellent song for dancing or walking or getting places...yeah.

I bring the water down to you/But you're too hot to touch
Buckingham/Nicks, "Long Distance Winner"
Frankly, as any Fleetwood Mac überfan knows, Buckingham/Nicks is one of the great lost albums of the 70s. If you like early 70s folk-rock or acoustic guitar, you owe it to yourself to track it down.

When it comes to luck you make your own/Tonight I got dirt on my hands but I'm building me a new home
Bruce Springsteen, "Lucky Town"
Fine, this is another Doctor Who/RP Doctor theme song, and probably my favourite Springsteen song...which is saying something, as he's got a lot of great work. I identify with it a lot.
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Post on authorial intent (along with other plans, e.g. RP) again derailed by a low-spoon day, a bit of an emergency here at home, and some news.

If you wanted to go find the Holocaust fic I mentioned the other day? It's now unlocked. With the author insisting that she shouldn't be called 'sick' or 'disrespectful'. (Report by [personal profile] nestra here, via [personal profile] dagas_isa.)

Trigger and squick warning in effect.

I got nothing, regarding this. I really, really don't.

except (possibly triggery links) sarcasm in an eta. )
rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
ETA: A good person in need signal boost via [personal profile] maevele.

A post on the fallacy of artistic/authorial intent and the Warning Issue was to go here, but I ran out of spoons today. (Along with the earlier, told Mom about the Four Groomsmen deal. sigh. Could have been worse. Could have been better.)

In the meantime, we will start out with this statement: I am so tired of the ass-showing going on, oh my lord. And I'm tired of feeling like people are tired of me going on about it.

Because I have a guilt complex. Carrying on...

As [personal profile] glockgal notes here, stop fucking only blaming M. Night Shyamalan for the fail of Airbender. It's partially his fault. It's also the fault of the production staff, the studio and their expectations, and the dominant paradigm. He had directorial control, but he wasn't, in the end, the guy with the checkbook.

Someone has already shown hir ass in HC Bingo land. As in, h/c 'evil scientists' prompt meets the Holocaust. I don't even trust myself to write about it, so here is what [profile] custardpringle had to say. Big warnings for triggers and/or squick in the subject matter, sadly; the whole thing honestly made me want to puke.

Also, I am still about to fall down in sheer shock from the amount of ableism going on in the vidding community w/r/t VVC accessibility (if you're not aware, a few thoughts by [personal profile] laurashapiro sum it up here). Stunning.

And that links into the High Art post that will be written sooner or later, I swear. Once I find the cutlery drawer of life.
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
A few random thoughts that I need to have more energy to write about. Tomorrow.

- Yes, the previous post on vidding was frustrated hyperbole. I do feel like vidding is an exclusive community, though, if a welcoming one in some cases.

- I think I need to talk about warnings again. I'm a user of warnings...and I write extensive author's notes because I am a bit like that. However, as someone with OCD, my triggers are so fucking weird and random that I can see how it's impossible to warn for them...COMPLICATED. That does not mean other people should not warn, mind.

- And you shouldn't keep from warning because of Your Art. This post by [personal profile] thingswithwings makes me want to write about that.

- I did take the warning label off Iowa Stubborn because 'Author Chooses Not To Warn' is NOT accurate for me, but anything I might warn about is not covered by the AO3 code. I wasn't aware some people automatically read that as 'Author Is An Inconsiderate Wankbucket', which is not how I roll.

- There needs to be another option on AO3, like 'No Warnings Apply' and 'No AO3 Warnings Apply', because I do see a distinction. Sigh.

- It's Independence Day, which is ever so fun for someone who no longer believes in Dictionary Definition patriotism, per se, with regards to any nation. I am now going to try to figure out how to say this without the hegemony that it implies.

Anyway, my country, you are borked and twisted and fucked up. Hell, even the holiday itself is fucked up, because the Declaration of Independence was bullshit for most people, and it also wasn't the beginning of the war. (As I've said plenty of times, American Studies is the major for emotional masochists.) But at the same time, I feel a certain amount of claim and maybe a bit of pride, sort of. We fuck up so badly, so often, and we have a superiority complex that needs to be kicked firmly in the metaphorical balls. But there are unique cultures, POVs, and ideas here, and those are what I believe in with regards to the US.

So yeah. I don't know. I can't quantify it; cognitive dissonance, perhaps. And perhaps I am wrong. As Jackson Browne puts it:
I have prayed for America
I was made for America
I can't let go till she comes around
Until the land of the free
Is awake and can see
Until her conscience has been found

Though I mean it in more senses of kyriarchy smackdown than Browne did, I think that sums up my POV pretty well.

Says she who is bunking off to Britain in a matter of weeks.
rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
Having read all this VVC shit that's going down, all I can say is fuck any chance of me vidding in the future. Like, if there's that kind of stuff and inability to change in the community, then seriously, y'all don't need me. Even if I have an eye for it and a degree and a half of editing skillz, it sure reads like no one will give a shit about anything I feel.

Honestly, it really does feel like a clique and a deterrent.

Also, there's nasty whitewashing in publishing YA AGAIN, there's apparently a tendency to blame M. Night Shyamalan and ignore the complicity of studios and TPTB in the Airbender debacle, and some third grader here in WI drowned possibly due to his OCD, as he was obsessed with water. At the very least, the media is reporting it as a possibility already, and I just cannot cope with the questions and the clinging and the implications.

Generally: I am just not in the mood, 'cause I was doing fic instead of nap. Go read my fic, I'm done.

[stalks off for a drink]
rhivolution: low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?' (clean ALL the things?: out of spoons)
Source material on the fail aspects of The Last Airbender. No arguments in this post, just resources:

- a post on why representation matters by [personal profile] bossymarmalade

- a linkdrop and analysis by [personal profile] reflectedeve

- a collection of review info and links by [personal profile] glockgal
rhivolution: Matthew Macfadyen is pensive, text: jeux sans frontieres (games without frontiers: Tom Quinn)
In follow up to last week's post on Juneteenth and Helen Keller Blogswarm Day, [personal profile] amadi provides some rather enlightening context.

I still hold that I am concerned, but that concern has shifted a few ways, to be honest.

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In other news, I have done very little 'productive' work today. I did watch some soccerfootball, watch an ep of The No. 1 Ladies' Detective Agency,* write a couple amusing RP tags, follow my fascinating LJ analytics, and rediscover a short fic I wrote over a year ago that someone had linked on Delicious. (I therefore reposted it on AO3, because it is cute and funny.)

Also, maybe it's because I haven't actually sat and watched her eps yet, but I am so fucking sick of hearing about River Song; this is possibly because I got tired of Alex Kingston about ten years ago when she was still whinging her way through marriage and Cook County Hospital, on ER. Of course, my feelings are subject to change.

I did finish The Child Garden, and have not been quite the same since. In fact, between that and other things, I am so low on spoons/energy/anything today, friends. I really am not sure why it is, but still. Possibly because my meds have made me shaky...don't know.


* Problematic in certain ways, but pleasing in others.
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Seriously, I think that yours truly or anyone else out there in fandom land interested in social justice could be the fail police, and it would be a full-time job, but SORRY NO SPOONS. Suffice it to say, at the moment, I do not have anything to say about the massive trans* and genderfail fuckup that is the latest to come out of fandom.

Except that:
- The complete lack of apology and massive defensive idiocy by the author makes me want to vomit.
- I feel a bit numb. Not being angry is a bad sign.
- You know, honestly, while fail does happen across the scope of fandom, why does this keep cropping up in RPS of late? Are the answers difficult ones like what Vito and Thoracopagus were saying this week? (see Primer post for those links.) I must chew.

Collecting links, though. Please be warned that there are assault triggers in the author's comments and possibly in the posts due to discussion.
original report by [livejournal.com profile] sinuous_curve
analysis by [personal profile] sohotrightnow
analysis by [personal profile] the_future_modernes
analysis by [personal profile] cofax7
analysis by [personal profile] inkstone
followup of even MORE fail by [personal profile] sohotrightnow
a few pointers by [personal profile] tanyad
reaction and analysis by [livejournal.com profile] misscam
analysis by [livejournal.com profile] globalfruitbat
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
This ended up just coming out, because I am so fed up that I cannot stand back any longer and not say something. If it goes under the radar, I will be sad, but so be it. Also, when I start sitting down and writing stuff, it ends up being stuff other people have said well before, so this is chock full of links.

Disclaimer: Some places I come from a place of privilege and some places I don't, fyi (and as I said earlier, we all have some privilege if we're reading this). I also think the points here are applicable without much problem on a worldwide scale, but if anything is particularly US/UK-centric, I apologise.

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It's hard to decide if there's a point of most importance, but I think this is it:
Privileged people must learn to be uncomfortable, or no one will get anywhere.
Being comfortable usually means you're riding on privilege. The dominant paradigm's made things easy for you, and you're milking that for all that it's worth, at the expense of other people. If you have to ask 'why should I make myself uncomfortable just to ease up on someone's pain', then GTFO.

Carrying on:

- As I touched on earlier today, fandom is not a unique and beautiful snowflake. It is subject to the same discussion and criticism as anything else. In fact, its transformative and commentary aspects make it actually MORE valid for criticism, not less. Just because it is often pretendy funtime does not make it exempt from analytical thought. (Even in academia; that ship sailed long ago and it is called pop culture studies.)
More on this: the BS 'silencing' narrative and fanfic's relevance ([livejournal.com profile] thoracopagus)

- I have seen this so many places, but it's worth saying again and again and again, in hopes that maybe it'll get through to people. No one is saying Do Not Write What You Are Not. Instead, as a writer or a participant in community discussion, you must be prepared. Educate yourself first, learn the salient issues, and consider possible problem points, before you speak.
More on this: why the J2 Racefail story was disenfranchising, and how to write about things: think first ([personal profile] reddwarfer)

this carries on beyond the cut, and it's nothing new to some of my readers, but hey. )
rhivolution: text only: "I hate so much about the things that you choose to be." (sheer disgust: TO (US) quote)
Before I do my other post of the AUGH WHITE PEOPLE varietal, I've got something else to say that shouldn't get in the way of that. It's on the topic of fandom as an ethnic group, because this really pissed me-the-cultural-studies-geek off.

Please note that this is my take on this, and I'm not a sociologist. In fact, a sociologist would be able to tell you far more clearly why this is wrong. I am also working from a place of pure pedantry for a reason, so that I don't have to go deconstruct and deal with stupid questions and lots of BUT THIS. I personally understand the difference between ethnic group and subculture. It's just not easy to put into words.

Which is a shame, because then I could tell people more specifically how this is wrong.

Please also note that I am a very firm believer in the idea of fandom as subculture overall; I'm inclined to think a lot of things are subcultures or subsets of culture. However, some people think it may not even be a subculture...and then it's even MORE not an ethnic group, ffs.

I'm assuming that the 'fandom is an ethnic group in the broadest sense' comes from the OED definition, emphasis mine:
2.a. Pertaining to race; peculiar to a race or nation; ethnological. Also, pertaining to or having common racial, cultural, religious, or linguistic characteristics, esp. designating a racial or other group within a larger system; hence (U.S. colloq.), foreign, exotic.

I can sort of see where, in reading that, someone would make the call that fandom has cultural and linguistic characteristics in common and is therefore an ethnic group. However, this would be incorrect for several reasons:

- The definition is vague on purpose, to be inclusive of various groups that do not always stem from race or nation alone but from a very long tradition with very definitive cultural aspects (e.g. Judaism).

- Therefore, ethnic identity comes out of one's birth or adoption into a sociopolitically distinct and long-standing culture.

- We are already existing within cultures. In fact, we are all already existing in one or more ethnic groups, but we were born or adopted into them.

- Even if your parents were fans, I am not sure what sociopolitically distinct culture comes out of liking to read fanfic about two dudes going at it or dress up as Harry Potter.

- I really don't know.

- No, it's not a diaspora, because we're all already settled within cultures anyway, and we are not bloody DISPLACED, particularly due to sociocultural disenfranchisement, at least not as fans. (If you are a member of a diaspora anyway, not to negate your identity--that is what it is, it has nothing to do with fandom.)

- You're not born into fandom. Sorry. It's also not really that old a phenomenon, nor is it distinct. Fandom is not a culture, but a subculture. Why? Fandom comes out of and is in response to several existing aspects of highly varied cultures, which is basically the definition of subculture. Period. It's not even response to culture overall, per se, merely response to popular culture and/or media.

- As essential as it may seem, being a fan is a choice. It is a privileged position for all of us, regardless of our other privilege. We're privileged to be in the right time and place, with the access and technology that we have, and the societal standards that allow this kind of interaction.

- And that doesn't even get into nationality, genetics, and all sorts of other things that play into ethnicity that have nil effect on fandom.

- Now, go take a look and tell me if any subcultures--goth, punk, BDSM, whatever--are on this list.

- Now you should understand the distinction between a subculture and an ethnic group.

- Furthermore, to claim that fandom is an ethnic group denigrates the identity politics that come into the concept of ethnicity, and the problems surrounding ethnic conflict worldwide.

- Don't make me come over there and explain this again.
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And apparently amongst its massive pile of disability fail, Glee also touched on OCD in a dumbass way?

And apparently there's a 'mancession' on and we are supposed to feel sorry?

AUGH, TODAY, JUST STOP.

(I may have to do an academic explanation of why fandom is not an ethnic group, later, and all this anger is preventing me from RPing as much as I'd like to. Thanks a lot, asshats.)
rhivolution: text only: "I hate so much about the things that you choose to be." (sheer disgust: TO (US) quote)
While I've been mulling over how to explain this for a long while, [personal profile] littlebutfierce's post about someone's massive fail just now is pretty much an example of why I don't regularly read [community profile] metafandom.

I know I'm missing out, but I'm sure I would probably have a bloody stroke at the ridiculousness of Some People's Opinions on a daily basis.

Funny how I never seem to end up on there, by the by...

I would like to state for the record: FANDOM IS A SUBCULTURE. FANDOM IS NOT AN ETHNIC GROUP. I CAN EXPLAIN THIS, BUT I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO DO SO. FUCK.

ALSO, BANNED BOOKS ARE NOT THE SAME AS RACIST FANFIC.

It's sort of ironic that I'm wearing my Smith College American Studies faculty band t-shirt today.

oh, hell.

Jun. 19th, 2010 11:04 pm
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
At the risk of getting in trouble or alienating people in the disability and/or feminist community...

I am highly concerned about another white feminist fuckup on the Juneteenth erasure front. Even if it was an unintentional mistake, that's not good enough. We cannot expect recognition when we do not recognise others; consideration for all and prompt action is necessary.

As someone invested (just because you haven't seen me comment with this name doesn't mean I'm not a participant) in the community...yeah. This needs to get sorted.

As I said, highly concerned.

(Also, like [personal profile] maevele, it might just be a local thing, but there's been a Juneteenth Day festival every year I've lived in Milwaukee. Yes, primarily a US American and Canadian thing, but...it's important to check calendars. And, if one does miss things, which is feasible in this case, to sort things in a prompt manner.)

ETA: If you don't know, the basics on Juneteenth.
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So I was gonna post about other things, but it stormed and I got angry. So.

With regards to what happened at Cornell and anything remotely like it, I have one thing to say to medical science overall:

If it ain't broke, don't 'fix' it.


Hell, that can apply to the cops, particularly with regard to the Neli Latson case, too.

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