rhivolution: the Starfleet emblem, on black background (undiscovered country: Star Trek)
I've booked a train to and from Birmingham to drop off the Overambitious Dissertation on Wednesday (at substantial cost to myself, but probably worth it for the lack of panic over Royal Mail).

And that, as they say, will be that.

It's become more overambitious than I could have imagined and it'll never be perfect, and I still have to write those 4K words about it, but yeah. There is heart and soul there.
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (Default)
RENDER RENDER RENDER FIVE SECONDS FOR EACH CROSS DISSOLVE, THIRTY FOR TEXT SLUGS.

[may have lost a bit more coherence somewhere along the line]

- I've decided to use the 'transformative work' argument with regards to my use of copyrighted material. If I get flack for it, I'm not going to be pleased--not that my source material is boring, but there's no way to illustrate the entire thing through stock footage and the SFF stuff people consume the most is not under CC license.
- Apparently there's a YouTube loophole, though, and I pulled most from YouTube.
- The committee better appreciate how much effort went into sourcing these clips.
- In the transformative vein, I'm using the theme from The Inner Light. LOVE IT SO.
rhivolution: Matthew Macfadyen is pensive, text: jeux sans frontieres (games without frontiers: Tom Quinn)
I remain angry on the WisCon topic and I am not sure how to channel this anger into something productive that will be beneficial instead of just me me me me me. Working on it.

The post on UK psychiatry is still in the works, I promise. This week's just become intensely hairy thanks to the job application and the OAD wrapup. Speaking of, that's going into a finalish edit tomorrow, I think. I've come to the mindset that it will not be perfect ever, and therefore the Smith College axiom applies: Done Is Better Than Good.

I have also learned that I should never be a television presenter because I can't memorize lines for love or money, and thus my closing sequence is a bit pish.

And tomorrow I need to vote, and see about when would be best to get down to Birmingham, and figure out where to start with my defence essay, and learn to spell defense as defence...yeah.
rhivolution: White Collar: Peter and Elizabeth kiss, while Peter is handcuffed to Neal (stuck in the middle w/you & you: WC OT3)
So my LJ paid account ran out, but I'm really dubious about giving them monies. I was going to buy a paid DW account around my birthday, but in the meantime I'm a bit SOL when it comes to icons. Which is a pity because I am totally making an 'I'm on a horse...cow' Grover icon right now.

Suggestions, anyone? Money's not utterly tight, but I'd feel better spending (on DW) once I have birthday cash.

Also, I signed up for Festivids. Between all the ace people (especially [personal profile] laura47) talking about it, and doing editing on the Overambitious Dissertation...it all sort of threw me into it. Speaking of the OAD, I've rough-edited together two segments, for a total of about ten minutes. Suffice it to say, I'm pretty sure that I'll be in way over 25 minutes soon. Things are coming together, though I spent an hour trying to generate a starfield in After Effects.

There's also a post about OCD and the UK psychiatric system (as I experienced today), but that'll be later.

ETA: And a fun thing!
rhivolution: Ace is pensive and/or upset (say your life is on fire: Ace)
This post is mostly about my documentary, all non-interested parties can skip. In other words, I've started actual editing work on the Overambitious Dissertation.

Overambitious Dissertation update! )

Carrying on from there to a couple other things that have rocked me of late:

- Music: I'm almost done with that Hunger Games mix. You're all excited, I know. I may have nicked the OpenTape idea from [livejournal.com profile] melloniel for my own use. Also, is Fleetwood Mac in the studio? I keep seeing bits and pieces to that effect.

- TV: The Good Guys (FOX, Friday 9/8c)
As you may have detected from my post the other day, I'm loving this show. It took a few episodes to really get its swing, but from thereon in, it becomes an amazing satire/pastiche of every kind of cop show of the last twenty-five years. If you like comedy, go back and start at about episode five. It's clever, non-linear, and doesn't take itself too seriously, not to mention Bradley Whitford and Colin Hanks have fantastic chemistry. (And if you're not watching solely because you're sketched out by pr0nstache Whitford, we are no longer speaking. It's about character.)

- Fanfic: The Completely Authorised, Un-sensationalised, Fact-Checked, Permissioned Biography of Dr. Faiza ‘Excalibur’ Hussain by [personal profile] dhobikikutti (gen, Captain Britain and MI: 13)
Hard knowledge of this comic series isn't necessary to enjoy this fic--anyone who's been living in Britain lately or who's interested in social history and/or cultural critique in fandom should have a read. The author makes the comic story relevant to the narrative of Muslim people in the UK today, and it is also damn fine writing.

- Webcomics: FreakAngels by Warren Ellis and Paul Duffield (NSFW)
Warren Ellis can be problematic, but damn, the man can tell a good story. I sped through the first twelve chapters of FreakAngels last night, and I'm really glad I've got nearly a hundred more to go. Another rooted-in-the-UK story, yeah, deal with it.

- Webstuff: Horizon: Mellow Mint userscript by [livejournal.com profile] gossymer (h/t [community profile] bzzinglikeneon)
Ah, LJ, I don't know how to quit you, but I do find your changing banner and nav to be irritating. Luckily, Gossymer's coded something for those of us who'd like things straightforward. I'm not sure how it is in terms of accessibility, though--if someone more tech-savvy could have a look, that'd be ace.

- 'Lifestyle', whatever that means: Health Month
Thanks to [personal profile] inkstone, I'm now a Health Month beta tester. It's a nifty sort of tool/game to promote healthy lifestyle changes, it involves mental health rules as well as physical ones, and it's far less focused on IS YOU FAT than most challenges of this nature. I must say that accountability really does help (I'm keeping to only two caffeinated bevs a day, deep fried food only once a week, and trying to eat fresh fruit five times a week). If you want to change a pattern or two in your life and you're interested in getting on board for November, I'd say it's worth a try, though if you want more than three rules in your game, it'll cost you.

Oh, and thanks to that userscript, I've now installed Greasemonkey. Yes, I know, years too late...are there any other scripts anyone here recommends?
rhivolution: Janelle Monáe is giving you a low look (fuck gender: Janelle Monáe)
A brief note:
- Getting an extension on the Overambitious Dissertation, because, well, it's fucking overambitious. At least now I have some breathing room for the next week or so. I may be looking for fanart and fanvid clips soon--I would, of course, credit (with fan pseud).


In decompressing fandomy stuff:
- I have had an Inception plotbunny, but frankly, I'm reluctant to go for it because it's pretty much Ariadne gen and I'm not sure anyone's LOOKING for that because it's all about the menz.

- No State of the Pups this month, but you figured that out about two weeks ago. Some interesting Remy stuff will happen with the whole Cassidy family woeface. The woobie spy will probably return to woobie with Spooks starting up Monday. And I still am pretty damn determined towards Neal Caffrey at TR...once my life gets back on track.

- [archiveofourown.org profile] Rhi has one (1) Archive of Our Own/AO3 invite, should anyone want it. The first person to email me (fmacgirl at yahoo) will be the...er...lucky recipient. See how I hid this in the middle of a list so only hardcore readers will find it?


In other real life stuff:
- [personal profile] seeksadventure links some posts you should read regarding Elizabeth Moon's massive anti-Muslim and anti-immigrant fail. I have things to say about this but Ms Moon deleted what I DID say, so.

- Can the pope just go home so I can get real news on the telly and no longer have to have a Twitter feed full of paedo jokes that are frankly Not Funny?

- I want to redo both my DW and LJ layouts but am uninspired. Inspire me.

- New Janelle Monáe icon!

- Off to the local farmer's market. Hopefully it will be a worthwhile trip as it looks like rain.
rhivolution: White Collar: Peter and Elizabeth kiss, while Peter is handcuffed to Neal (stuck in the middle w/you & you: WC OT3)
There should be a trivia/pub quiz/Jeopardy category that is solely 'Obscure Lindsey Buckingham Bootlegs', because I would pwn. It's been nine years since I first picked up this track. I have it phonetically memorised, most likely. I've heard it maybe a hundred times. And I still have no idea what he's singing half the time.
However, that's okay! It probably has something to do with:
a. cycles
b. reclaiming a positive identity
c. how LA is evil
d. Wheat Thins
And the worst part is that we will NEVER KNOW.*

Continuing with the Overambitious Dissertation, I've now written about six pages of screenplay, most of it dialogue that will probably be cut and thrown into the defence paper. I'm probably going to start editing tomorrow, or at the very least, logging my head off. God, logging is a chore.

If I made a Hunger Games mix for the first two novels but not Mockingjay, would anyone listen to it? Matt, being so damn sweet, bought it for me but I've got about four things to read before then. I...uh...might have made the mix about three months ago and not made art for it, then forgot about it in wedding hassle.

* I just realised that this will only be funny to hardcore Fleetwood Mac fans. Sorry.
rhivolution: White Collar: Peter and Elizabeth kiss, while Peter is handcuffed to Neal (stuck in the middle w/you & you: WC OT3)
Well, I'm back, yet again. My Big Fat Hetero Wedding went off fairly well, everyone had a good time or didn't tell me if they didn't, and a bit of a working honeymoon and a long haul to Glasgow via Dublin later, here I am.

Right now I'm plowing through (shit, I've got to start spelling it ploughing) the last touches on my short film for my course, and then it's on to Overambitious Dissertation...stay tuned in that regard, I may need your help.

Save for the massive OD workpile and the jetlag and us needing to get All The Things for the flat, I'm a bit bored. Also, late August in Britain is no longer summer--read, 60 F (15.5 C). It's sort of a mindfuck when it was 85 F (29.4 C) or so in that long not-quite-yesterday.

I'll be back to fandom/RP/fun once my brain is less behind, and I expect full reports. Also, if anyone spoils Mockingjay for me, we are no longer speaking (kudos to those of you who posted with cuts). This post on LJ will have my Mockingjay icon for emphasis.

ETA: Oh, and lest I seem ungrateful, thank you to everyone who commented here or FB or Twitter with your congratulations. We're both much obliged!
rhivolution: White Collar: Peter and Elizabeth kiss, while Peter is handcuffed to Neal (stuck in the middle w/you & you: WC OT3)
I've been sort of fail and absent of late because I'm happily poking about at a rather brilliant new Dreamwidth-based Harry Potter RP, [community profile] so_much_owed. It's pretty ace.

Also because I am, as you do, facing down the Fear when it comes to the Overambitious Dissertation. I need to get up a post for doing video interviews but I am...yeah. FEAR.

In watching the news, as someone getting married this summer, leave Chelsea Clinton's wedding the fuck alone, media. Just back off. Also, the town of Rhinebeck, NY needs to stick to the fiber festivals.
rhivolution: Freema Agyeman is badass (save the time lord save the world: Marth)
In sitting down to explain the Overambitious Dissertation, I ended up turning said explanation into a FAQ-style list, as I think breaking things down into points just makes it easier to read. Or easier for me to conceptualise. Or something to that nature.

To sum up: This post is kind of a big deal, so if you're interested, please read it.

This got rather long, so it's cut. )
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
This isn't quite to do with the Overambitious Dissertation, but it's close enough for government work, and besides, DW is, in my mind, where one posts Srs Bsns sorts of things. So yes, srs bsns, because the election coverage here is dead frustrating and because I don't feel like carrying on with Doctor Who catchup.
ETA: I would like to assert that the below is MY OPINION and not to be taken as gospel, though it is backed up by some academics some of whom just punched the air and I do believe it or I wouldn't have taken an hour and written the damn thing.

Anyway, thanks to a Famous Author having a blogsplosion1 about it, the subject of Is Fanfic Valid? has come to the forefront for wankfest, JUST IN TIME FOR MY DISSERTATION! I couldn't have planned it better myself. Everyone's coming out on a side, including some pros.

The whole issue at hand, in my mind, is not the legality or the morality of fanfic. It's not even the offensive overwrought similes being thrown about, though I could have words about those for an age and a half.2 It's not about how there's a long-standing tradition of derivative works in 'great' literature. There have been excellent posts on these topics already and I don't feel the need to repeat myself.

Instead, on the pros' part, there's a demonstrated lack of understanding regarding why fanfic exists. And despite instruction, this lack of understanding carries on and on and on. I think there are people out there who write fic who don't really understand the underlying impulse, because who the hell understands why any of us are motivated to do anything? But being of the cultural studies bent and of the mind that you can break anything down into an underlying cause, I posted this quote by Henry Jenkins on my LJ yesterday. Jenkins wrote that 18 years ago.3 People were writing fic, but that was before there was much of an online fandom presence outside of newsgroups and bulletin boards. And it's still completely and utterly relevant.

As I commented in my notes the other day, I don't think that every fic writer has an explicit political agenda. Far from it. But there's an underlying narrative of storytelling and universe expansion that some pro writers don't seem to be getting. As Jenkins says, just after that passage in Textual Poachers, if the canon does not provide, the fan, still wanting to engage with the text, still fascinated with it but frustrated, will go forth and expand upon it. FYI, 'reader' and 'text' are here as shorthand: reader is the consumer, text is the canon, but it's not just printed books.

There's some further reading4 I did that explains why this happens--a combination of reader empathy and the theory of mind. A good author/creator establishes an underlying emotional connection to the characters and setting as if they belong to a reality, regardless of our awareness of the fictional nature. Consciously, we know it's fiction, but that empathy and understanding that makes something good reading also creates a sort of alternate world wherein characters have thoughts and settings have spaces beyond that in the text. (This idea of worldbuilding is part of where I'm hoping to connect media and FSF fandom for my dissertation, by the way--that's one of the reasons I think people are drawn to SF. But that's my opinion.)

No way can an author cover every possible imagining, or would want to. But the reader's thoughts are still there...and sometimes they come out, in transformative works.

That's why people write fanfic. It's not because pros suck...okay, sometimes it's because pros are frustrating as hell,5 and sometimes people want to 'fix' things as a thought experiment: that doesn't make the canon any less canon. It's not because anyone wants to steal anything and pretend it is theirs alone (though Malcolm Gladwell makes an interesting case about plagiarism here, as I recently read in What the Dog Saw, that I'm not sure if I buy). Instead, the pro is at least doing one thing right, and that is attracting the reader, making the reader love something--characters, setting, concepts--and want to expand on that somehow.

It's sometimes political, sometimes for sexytimes, sometimes to play with only one little thing. It's not for profit, to ruin anything, or because fanfic writers can't write their own original stories. It's for fun, because there's a world out there to play with, and the original text is only the tip of the iceberg.

Whether or not that is illegal or immoral is relative. But it's been happening for a long time, and it will carry on for more. The risk of being a storyteller is that your story is out there for anyone to look at, anyone to touch and adopt as part of themselves, whether just in their hearts or out on the Internet as a fanfic or published on some dead trees as great literature.

And I'm tired now, so I'm just going to say this: It's all relative. We could all do with a reminder of that from time to time.


1 In my mind, this is sort of like a fursplosion, only with posting stuff on the internet that you regret.
2 Creating transformative works/fanworks would not be anywhere near my top ten 'immoral' things. And yes, I say this as someone who wants to direct/screenwrite and who has (minor) published original fiction under her belt.
3 Randomly, my family got our first computer--a Packard Bell 486--in late 1992, and I first discovered online fandom at some point in the next year or two, thanks to Prodigy.
4 Suzanne Keen and Lisa Zunshine.
5 I'm looking at you, Russell T Davies.
rhivolution: David Tennant does the Thinker (lost in a good thought: DW/DT)
Right, I've decided that since I'd like to have it all in one place without memes and random squee cluttering it up, Overambitious Dissertation posts will now be on Dreamwidth, cross-posted to LiveJournal for your reading convenience. (Unless it's a poll, as I don't have a paid DW account.)

Or you could just friend me ([personal profile] rhivolution) on Dreamwidth, your pick. My apologies to anyone who might be reading it twice, so...it goes behind a cut... )

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