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[rhivolution]

I survived. Anxiety fucking blows. Still feeling craptacular, have not had...okay, I'm still having...an anxiety attack of this caliber for over two years. And my shoulder hurts.

Considering all the stress I've been under, I probably should have guessed that this was anxiety, but hell, thinking coherently at 4 am? Not so much.

In the meantime, here is some fucking awesome by glockgal. You do not have to like Supernatural to appreciate it. I sure as hell don't...but that's another story.

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[onceupon]

If you have the resources (emotional, fiscal, etc.), a massage might really help your shoulder which might, in turn, help the anxiety. Ugh, anxiety attacks are awful and I'm sorry that is going on for you right now.

[rhivolution]

Thanks; I wish I did have the money, but I'm pretty in a bind...the issue is that I keep freaking myself out again every time I feel a bit better. [sighs]