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[rhivolution]

Hello, just a post to say I am still here, I am just sucking really hard at reading my flist/circle! (which in my brain extends to 'bad friend'...so I apologise.)

And at posting, obviously, ugh ugh ugh. I have a lot of things to say but don't know how to say them, it seems. I keep thinking I should have a private Twitter account, but then I remember I have this, and why the hell am I not using it augh brainweasels

Hello. How are you? Seriously, I want to know.

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[jesse_the_k]

Brain Weasels! Terrible!

Only way I can post is to concentrate on just today's. I prevent myself thinking of "will I be able to follow up." Simplifies it a little bit.

Mostly OK, for me. Not feeling as kvellong with gratitude as formerly.

[rhivolution]

That's a good way to think of it, thanks, Jesse. I will try to remember that. Glad you are okay.

Too much gratitude can be hard to navigate, imo, coming from a culture where people are rather reserved about the good things they do (I'm reminded of Dessa's words in 'Fighting Fish', though Wisconsin's a bit less so than MN) and so are uncomfortable receiving gratitude.