David Tennant does the Thinker
I write this primarily because it's beneficial for me to delineate my points of view to myself, and probably beneficial for everyone to see where I'm coming from on things. You may notice that I am very much in the middle on many, many things; all I can say is that identity is a spectrum, and I have sincere concern about the elimination of points of view that don't always have labels.

Yes, even though I just said that I like delineating things and labeling myself. I think you get the point about the middle.

Last revised: 23 January 2011

and I probably fucked up somewhere in here...bah. )
the Doctor, pointing at his shop name badge: The Doctor/here to help
behind the cut. )
As always, you can follow my reading and viewing on Goodreads and Miso, respectively, via the same username as my Twitter.

(Goal this year: READ MORE STUFF instead of sitting around on the interwebs. 2011 was pathetic, considering I was out of work for five months. Reading The Visitor reminded me I can get through stuff quickly if I'm engaged in it.)
Abed from Community with his camcorder
I must confess to not having a ton of experience with a goodly proportion of the fandoms on offer this year, thus the shortness of the list at the moment. sheepish rhi is sheepish.

Anyway, these are recs that will appeal to everyone, not just you vid aficionados. I promise.

Doctor Who (old skool)

Another Girl, Another Planet (Ace)
This is all about Ace, and it's therefore necessarily full of attitude and charm and blowing shit up and beating Daleks with a baseball bat. You may think you know this story, but the vidder makes it work well, particularly with the music, which is delightful. My only complaint is that there isn't moar footage from Ghost Light.

Awake My Soul (Sarah Jane)
I saw [personal profile] azarsuerte mention this more than once as she was the recip, and finally went to watch. Yes, it is deliberately manipulating you into wonder and amazement and weepiness. No, I do not care. It starts slow, but hits its stride about a minute and a half in and doesn't let up.


Maru the cat (YouTube)

Outside the Box (Maru/boxes)
This manages to tick the boxes of being absolutely ridiculous and hilarious while being moving almost to tears. This vidder knows hir stuff, and points have to go to Maru's human for the source material being so good.


Moulin Rouge

Ooh La La! (Christian/Satine)
Having been subjected to Goldfrapp's 'Ooh La La' about twenty million times lately in car adverts, I came into this a sceptic. I walked out stunned. It's rhythmically brilliant and heartbreakingly wonderful, and now I remember why I paid to see the film five times even though I was a high school student.


Master and Commander

Ship of Fools (Maturin [Aubrey/Maturin])
I really appreciate the gorgeous film work of Peter Weir and his team, and I also really appreciate vidders who use classic rock artists to great effect. This is a gorgeous tribute to Stephen Maturin. Old school TR people, I advise you to watch only when you're in an okay frame of mind, as it is possibly a bit painful.
Matthew Macfadyen is pensive, text: jeux sans frontieres
I got two vids this year, I am SO excite, you have no idea. And both are early Spooks/MI:5 and both are utterly bloody amazing.

Running Up That Hill is using the Placebo cover of that song, which is an automatic sucker punch to the gut, and it's about Tom and Zoe and Danny, which is like a second sucker punch immediately following that, knocking the wind out of you. Except the emotional resonance isn't cheap at all, the vid is amazingly constructed, and the topics are still relevant, nearly a decade on, particularly in light of modern issues in Britain.

Also, pretty. And heart-breaking. And with the best guest stars from the period (Tony Head! Siddig El Fadil!) As I said in my comment, this is the TomZoeDanny vid I wanted in my head, subconsciously.

Adagio for Strings takes Harry and Ruth from S1-S5 and plays with the facets of their interactions to a beautifully fitting wordless Tiësto track. While touching on the Harry/Ruth or Harry&Ruth relationship, I found the bigger point of this vid to be more RUTH IS FUCKING BADASS AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN BADASS, which is just as cool as shipping and far less common of late considering where canon went.

The construction of this one is simply phenomenal. I wish I could make something half as good.

(Please note: The vidders did not provide warnings, but I advise wrt both vids that the nature of canon includes institutional violence, gun violence, and suicide.)

So yes, if you know Spooks at all, or even just know Modern British Drama at all, or in the case of Running, have any interest in what I think could possibly be a subtle critique of British institutional power structures or maybe I just think too much...go, watch, leave feedback.

And go watch other vids!
Ace is pensive and/or upset
I would like to note, idly, that 'why don't they just make things available in every country, that would stop a lot of piracy' is, unfortunately, more difficult than it sounds. Mostly due to...DING...other parts of the entertainment industry and the government(s) involved!
in case you're not interested. )

This internal bureaucracy nightmare is what's actually harming their revenue stream, and this is partially why I have very few problems wrt television and film piracy. (The other part is that honestly, your money is not going to most of the people who worked the hardest on the film or show. They've already been paid and they're not seeing anything more of it.)

They need to change the system before they can expect to see less piracy. Full stop. Open access (paid or not) is where things are going, and anyone who's not on that train will eventually be left behind, no matter how hard they kick and scream right now.

I made a note of that in nearly every paper I did as part of my MA, not that anyone important was listening.
Kate Beaton's fat Shetland pony; text: ride like the wind
Since I cannot talk about Sherlock because I have not watched it, and frankly if I see anything more about it on Tumblr, I will end up in massive squee/love-harshing mode which is not nice...

COLUMBO. Can we talk about Columbo? And how fucking awesome early Columbo is when it comes to deconstructing class issues in the US? I mean, actually deconstructing, not A Certain Person's idea of what deconstructing class is (ahem). If you don't know who that is, don't ask--it isn't you.

Basically, nearly every episode, Columbo plays the stereotype of being a working-class schmuck, in some way/shape/form; this last one, he pretended he knew fuck-all about wine so he could set up the killer. And the conceit is such that the audience KNOWS Columbo is messing with the perp(s), because that's Columbo's MO--he's clever and their biases will lead to their downfall. He'll play off all sorts of different stereotypes.

And the working-class guy always wins and is smarter, with more applicable knowledge and skill, than the people who think money and a half-assed plan will save them. This is a big deal for a US show--I could write a whole paper on it had I the access to an academic library.

Also, Peter Falk.

I need a Columbo icon.
sepiaish image of J Brooks as Ghanima Atreides, positioned defensively against a wall & brandishing a knife
From [personal profile] fallingtowers, about six weeks ago, because I fail:

Comment to this post, and I will list five things I associate with you. They might make sense or they might be totally random. Then post that list, with your commentary, to your LJ (or just add a reply back to me). Other people (including me) can get lists from you, and the meme merrily perpetuates itself.

going on and on. )

Meanwhile, I've made a list on Spotify of some tracks I can't be without. God, I had forgot how some of these break my heart. NO SHAME. I'd love to make a collaborative mix with someone one of these days.
Abed from Community with his camcorder
RP and other stuff set on hold while I finish tweaking my Festivid submission.

ma festivid let me show you it
artistic photo of Olivia Wilde
A few wee points before I go make myself a snack:

- Tepper's The Visitor, in synopsis:

PEOPLE: [do stuff]
APOCALYPSE: [happens]
PEOPLE: [do stuff]
WEIRD SHIT: [happens]

could have been better. I've enjoyed some of her lesser books more, mostly because I found the setting/characters hard to relate to. a bit spoilery in the vague sense )

- [personal profile] alexandraerin has it right on the nose with what bugged me about DW Xmas this year--namely, she notes the unclear gender stuff, whether or not Moff is taking the piss. (spoilers)

- I've got both mine in TR New Year's top levels, should you be interested! Going to meet reqs despite failing most of the month with work stress.

Happy Gregorian New Year's Eve!
Q gets comfy on the Enterprise-D bridge
Back from Yorkshire. My apologies for the radio silence on all but email and Twitter, but there were issues with the wifi setup and Matt appropriated my work-issue mobile broadband dongle* for most of the time there.

Oh hell, I say that, but it was admittedly a bit of a breather from fandom and RP and SJ and whatever, but it also means I got fuck-all done on my Festivid. shiiiiiiiiit. And I have to work tomorrow. I'm hoping like hell that things will be quiet. shiiiiiiiiit.

I need to update my paid account here at Dreamwidth. Hmm.

Doctor Who was spoilers. )

I need to watch the rest of Sherlock by the end of the week so I'm ready for the new year. Now that DW Christmas is done, it's all.over.the.place. promo-wise.

Anyway, should anyone still be interested, I still have the Classic Rock Christmas mix for you.

And should anyone still be interested, I have TR reqs to make this month.

Leave a comment.


* For those who don't know, this is actually the name of the device--dongle. I am not making this up.
Freema Agyeman is badass
If for some reason you missed it, I am [personal profile] rhivolution, Dreamwidth noobs.

I will be a bit busy the next few days, but I will try to add back asap. And if you have me friended on LJ but not DW, that's cool. I'll try not to feel hopelessly sad. [g]

I do not have to answer anyone's pay queries for the better part of a week thank god
the Doctor, pointing at his shop name badge: The Doctor/here to help
I'm not gonna get evangelical on you, and I recognise that some people are not keen on Dreamwidth for a myriad of reasons (some of which worry me too).

Just...the new LJ standard comment pages do not work for my brain. They really don't. They are not friendly to my ADD. And I really don't know what to do about it, RP-wise. I'll probably adjust, but it's going to be a massive headache in the meantime.

Please bear with me.

(Apparently the Russian userbase isn't thrilled either. Hmm.)

In other news, omg so tired.
Picard and Beverly get close in the TNG ep 'Attached'
Dearest internet, I have no good way of telling people when Twitter goes down, because TWITTER HAS GONE DOWN. So you get a post about it.

Oh, my soul.

Also, I have a migraine. And there is a new Simon's Cat. I'm tempted to update my icon with this year's holiday SC instead.


ETA: Twitter is back. I neglected to mention that like others, I'm remembering Russell Hoban, who I think of every time I eat bread or toast with jam. Seriously, every time.

Hoban had this to say about writing which is entirely too true:
I dont have nothing only words to put down on paper. Its so hard. Some times theres mor in the emty paper nor there is when you get the writing down on it. You try to word the big things and they tern ther backs on you. Yet youwl see stanning stoans and ther backs wil talk to you.
(Riddley Walker, 1983)

I sometimes wonder if I was the only person in Bill Oram's '04 class to get a lot out of that book...as a geek looking at language drift and cultural drift, I think it speaks more to me with a few years hindsight.
Abed from Community with his camcorder
I just spent an hour putting together this poll, for reasons I cannot entirely explain. I blame Britain and its incessant CHRISTMAS EVERYWHERE OH MY GOD, as well as the fact that I have been massively anxiety-prone lately and needed to do something that did not involve freaking out.

Therefore, as a disclaimer, the poll is based on what I remember watching between the ages of three and fourteen, in a white Christian US Midwestern household where I was Not Allowed to watch certain things. It is sure as hell not all-inclusive, and it is ridiculously slanted towards things that I'm sure I would lose my shit at if I were to watch them now. I'm almost tempted to do so and then deconstruct one or two, but I really don't have the time. Just thinking about it is tempting the oh fuck so many deadlines thoughts, then full-out trigger.

There is space for sharing your own thoughts. The ticky boxes are just for ticky.

Also, I started putting together a list of Holiday Episodes of shows I watched, both in my formative years and recently, but I'd be here all night, so it's been deleted. There's a text box instead for sharing.

So, drop some clicks if you liked things best, or if you found things notable and would like to talk with me about them.

Poll #8769 entirely nostalgia ridden and biased Christmas special poll (aka oh crap it's a US-centric nostalgia poll run for the hills)
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 24



TV specials:

Cinema and TV movies:

View Answers

White Christmas (1954)
6 (30.0%)

The House Without a Christmas Tree (1972)
0 (0.0%)

The Snowman (1982)
4 (20.0%)

A Christmas Story (1983)
9 (45.0%)

Nutcracker (Pacific Northwest Ballet, 1986)
1 (5.0%)

Home Alone (1990)
11 (55.0%)

The Muppet Christmas Carol (1992)
9 (45.0%)

Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992)
7 (35.0%)

David Copperfield (1993)
0 (0.0%)

The Santa Clause (1994)
6 (30.0%)

I love this and you didn't mention it!

My favourite 'holiday' themed TV show episode/special as an adult is:

Anything else to add?

Q gets comfy on the Enterprise-D bridge
Because I am a shameless panderer and need some moral support so I can to get up to working on Festivids this evening:
holiday love meme at LJ

If you like. Will hit it up later meself.
Janelle Monáe is giving you a low look
Ugh, it's been a day. If you're in Britain, you've probably heard vaguely about the wind sitch here and maybe seen some pretty scary pictures. West and Central Scotland is getting the brunt of it. This is the first time I've been sent home for inclement weather that wasn't snow or extreme cold. It's a bit odd.

It did happen to be a bit fortunate as nearly the whole office was hungover or completely wiped from the Christmas* party last night. Yes, it was on a Wednesday. Yes, I left early because after two rather nasty wasted weekends, I've learned that trying to keep pace with Scots is foolhardy at best, especially when you're a medication lightweight.

But now I've just had a weird day, and my IBS has been flaring up and I just am not in the mood for much internets, including RP stuff. I fail at queering the shit out of steampunk London.

By the way, if you are so inclined, there is a love meme being run by [personal profile] littlebutfierce. I plan on hitting it up giving love later or tomorrow. Yes.


* Yes, I recognise that in the US, 'happy holidays' is an ineffectual panacea to hide the dominant cultural paradigm, but the Christmas EVERYWHERE thing in Britain still feels so very wrong to me.
Freema Agyeman is badass
Title: Optic/Nerve
Author: [archiveofourown.org profile] Rhi ([personal profile] rhivolution/[livejournal.com profile] rhipowered)
Fandom: Dhalgren - Samuel R. Delany
Rating: Mature
Warning: I chose not to use archive warnings on this, only because all of the warnings therein don't really define the sense of this fic. It's a confusing somewhat problematic shambles (in keeping with canon). Denny is underage, but that really doesn't apply to this story, so I left it out.
Relationships: Kid/Lanya/Denny
Summary: "This is not a poem. It is a very shabby report of something that happened in the year of Our Lord it would be oh-so-nice to write down, month, day, and year. But I can't."
Notes: For [personal profile] seekingferret in the Kaleidoscope Fanwork Exchange Autumn 2011. 1518 words.

Read at AO3


Additionally...this is not a fic to read if you haven't read canon. Seriously, it barely makes sense if you have read canon. I...have rarely written an unreliable narrator on purpose before, and it's a trip and a half.

And the canon...the canon is problematic-on-purpose, and not for everyone by any stretch of the imagination, certainly not for people who have assault and/or racism and/or anti-gay triggers. In his attempt to deconstruct myths both ancient and modern (of the stereotype sort), Delany plays with all of those things. Alternately, some people aren't triggered by any of that but really don't get it and find Dhalgren to be utterly hopeless and OTT.

It is, but there's a point to it--the deconstruction of the modern city and descent into chaos sort of demands that. (And the theme somehow seems exceedingly relevant to the current economic debacle.) Somehow there's seriously interesting worldbuilding going on, and a really great meditation on being an artist of any variety (Delany would probably hate to know that I didn't revise this fic much at all. If for some reason you're acquainted, please don't have him read it). I went with the latter theme in my writing, and I'm trying to decide if telling people what I meant by it is ruining the whole thing. If you're interested in knowing, please drop a comment.

I've made a Dhalgren inspired fanmix as well, but I'm too tired to upload the cover art right now as I've cooked a whole turkey dinner and am wiped. Soon.

And if you haven't looked at [archiveofourown.org profile] mific's art for me, please do.
Uhura from Star Trek TOS, leaning over and laughing
Fanart never quite gets enough kudos, but I am so damn pleased with This ship is my family. If you haven't read [personal profile] jhameia's original story, I highly recommend it too--she does really great things with steampunk.

By the way, I'm enjoying reading and browsing through the stuff in the rest of the Kaleidoscope collection with which I have at least passing knowledge or contextual understanding, and heartily suggest you go have a nosey. A wander. A peek.
band tour shirt showing Captain Picard with a guitar. Text is 'Darmok and Jalad at Tanagra September 1991'
Really stressed/hyper/low blood sugar, so I am doing a round of RP tags and then going offline because I am not fit company and need to calm.the.fuck.down.

Back soon.

ETA: If you want to amuse yourself, check out my Non-Gender-Specific Self-Insert fantasies over at [livejournal.com profile] yeats.
low-on-spoons girl from Hyperbole and a Half: 'clean ALL the things?'
Dear self, the reason no one is commenting on your posts lately on LiveJournal? Is because they aren't cross-posting due to you using the beta update page.

fuck's sake, self. moved them there now, in case you LJ people missed me.
Beverly Crusher in the captain's chair. Text reads 'Status report: no fucks left to give.'
I'd have more complex thoughts on the OTW situation, but cannot really be arsed as I have a headache and had an IBS attack last night (just as I was finishing my Kaleidoscope submission, ffs). But I have to agree with [profile] dj_kittycat in that it is pretty symptomatic of many an org and cause I have known in the past, though that doesn't make it right.

So I guess my main public statement to tptb of OTW and every other fan group (DW included)...and, frankly, to Smith College over their bullshit this week...is: Stop fucking with us.

Seriously. For various reasons (including some very strong neuroses), I do not give my money away lightly, even the small amount of it that has gone to you. Critically, in something that prevents most of the heartache I have over this, do not pretend to be progressive when you won't take progressive thought into serious consideration.

I can cope with you not being progressive, it's something I've learned how to fight. But don't fucking dare to tell me about your inclusivity and openness and oh god diversity if you're not prepared to take serious--and frankly, difficult--discussions on board.

in other words, don't blame me, I'm voting for Sanders.