Sticky: the identity politic: a sticky about me and the policies here.
Jun. 15th, 2010 02:07 pmYes, even though I just said that I like delineating things and labeling myself. I think you get the point about the middle.
Last revised: 23 January 2011
( and I probably fucked up somewhere in here...bah. )
2012 Media Tracker
Jan. 1st, 2013 12:26 amAs always, you can follow my reading and viewing on Goodreads and Miso, respectively, via the same username as my Twitter.
(Goal this year: READ MORE STUFF instead of sitting around on the interwebs. 2011 was pathetic, considering I was out of work for five months. Reading The Visitor reminded me I can get through stuff quickly if I'm engaged in it.)
A few wee Festivids recs
Jan. 28th, 2012 02:46 pmAnyway, these are recs that will appeal to everyone, not just you vid aficionados. I promise.
Doctor Who (old skool)
Another Girl, Another Planet (Ace)
This is all about Ace, and it's therefore necessarily full of attitude and charm and blowing shit up and beating Daleks with a baseball bat. You may think you know this story, but the vidder makes it work well, particularly with the music, which is delightful. My only complaint is that there isn't moar footage from Ghost Light.
Awake My Soul (Sarah Jane)
I saw
Maru the cat (YouTube)
Outside the Box (Maru/boxes)
This manages to tick the boxes of being absolutely ridiculous and hilarious while being moving almost to tears. This vidder knows hir stuff, and points have to go to Maru's human for the source material being so good.
Moulin Rouge
Ooh La La! (Christian/Satine)
Having been subjected to Goldfrapp's 'Ooh La La' about twenty million times lately in car adverts, I came into this a sceptic. I walked out stunned. It's rhythmically brilliant and heartbreakingly wonderful, and now I remember why I paid to see the film five times even though I was a high school student.
Master and Commander
Ship of Fools (Maturin [Aubrey/Maturin])
I really appreciate the gorgeous film work of Peter Weir and his team, and I also really appreciate vidders who use classic rock artists to great effect. This is a gorgeous tribute to Stephen Maturin. Old school TR people, I advise you to watch only when you're in an okay frame of mind, as it is possibly a bit painful.
Running Up That Hill is using the Placebo cover of that song, which is an automatic sucker punch to the gut, and it's about Tom and Zoe and Danny, which is like a second sucker punch immediately following that, knocking the wind out of you. Except the emotional resonance isn't cheap at all, the vid is amazingly constructed, and the topics are still relevant, nearly a decade on, particularly in light of modern issues in Britain.
Also, pretty. And heart-breaking. And with the best guest stars from the period (Tony Head! Siddig El Fadil!) As I said in my comment, this is the TomZoeDanny vid I wanted in my head, subconsciously.
Adagio for Strings takes Harry and Ruth from S1-S5 and plays with the facets of their interactions to a beautifully fitting wordless Tiësto track. While touching on the Harry/Ruth or Harry&Ruth relationship, I found the bigger point of this vid to be more RUTH IS FUCKING BADASS AND HAS ALWAYS BEEN BADASS, which is just as cool as shipping and far less common of late considering where canon went.
The construction of this one is simply phenomenal. I wish I could make something half as good.
(Please note: The vidders did not provide warnings, but I advise wrt both vids that the nature of canon includes institutional violence, gun violence, and suicide.)
So yes, if you know Spooks at all, or even just know Modern British Drama at all, or in the case of Running, have any interest in what I think could possibly be a subtle critique of British institutional power structures or maybe I just think too much...go, watch, leave feedback.
And go watch other vids!
at the risk of splaining
Jan. 19th, 2012 10:38 pm( in case you're not interested. )
This internal bureaucracy nightmare is what's actually harming their revenue stream, and this is partially why I have very few problems wrt television and film piracy. (The other part is that honestly, your money is not going to most of the people who worked the hardest on the film or show. They've already been paid and they're not seeing anything more of it.)
They need to change the system before they can expect to see less piracy. Full stop. Open access (paid or not) is where things are going, and anyone who's not on that train will eventually be left behind, no matter how hard they kick and scream right now.
I made a note of that in nearly every paper I did as part of my MA, not that anyone important was listening.
--just one more thing...
Jan. 16th, 2012 11:30 pmCOLUMBO. Can we talk about Columbo? And how fucking awesome early Columbo is when it comes to deconstructing class issues in the US?
Basically, nearly every episode, Columbo plays the stereotype of being a working-class schmuck, in some way/shape/form; this last one, he pretended he knew fuck-all about wine so he could set up the killer. And the conceit is such that the audience KNOWS Columbo is messing with the perp(s), because that's Columbo's MO--he's clever and their biases will lead to their downfall. He'll play off all sorts of different stereotypes.
And the working-class guy always wins and is smarter, with more applicable knowledge and skill, than the people who think money and a half-assed plan will save them. This is a big deal for a US show--I could write a whole paper on it had I the access to an academic library.
Also, Peter Falk.
I need a Columbo icon.
Comment to this post, and I will list five things I associate with you. They might make sense or they might be totally random. Then post that list, with your commentary, to your LJ (or just add a reply back to me). Other people (including me) can get lists from you, and the meme merrily perpetuates itself.
( going on and on. )
Meanwhile, I've made a list on Spotify of some tracks I can't be without. God, I had forgot how some of these break my heart. NO SHAME. I'd love to make a collaborative mix with someone one of these days.
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Dec. 31st, 2011 11:14 pm- Tepper's The Visitor, in synopsis:
PEOPLE: [do stuff]
APOCALYPSE: [happens]
PEOPLE: [do stuff]
WEIRD SHIT: [happens]
could have been better. I've enjoyed some of her lesser books more, mostly because I found the setting/characters hard to relate to. ( a bit spoilery in the vague sense )
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- I've got both mine in TR New Year's top levels, should you be interested! Going to meet reqs despite failing most of the month with work stress.
Happy Gregorian New Year's Eve!
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Dec. 28th, 2011 11:14 pmOh hell, I say that, but it was admittedly a bit of a breather from fandom and RP and SJ and whatever, but it also means I got fuck-all done on my Festivid. shiiiiiiiiit. And I have to work tomorrow. I'm hoping like hell that things will be quiet. shiiiiiiiiit.
I need to update my paid account here at Dreamwidth. Hmm.
Doctor Who was ( spoilers. )
I need to watch the rest of Sherlock by the end of the week so I'm ready for the new year. Now that DW Christmas is done, it's all.over.the.place. promo-wise.
Anyway, should anyone still be interested, I still have the Classic Rock Christmas mix for you.
And should anyone still be interested, I have TR reqs to make this month.
Leave a comment.
* For those who don't know, this is actually the name of the device--dongle. I am not making this up.
the great migration
Dec. 22nd, 2011 09:38 pmI will be a bit busy the next few days, but I will try to add back asap. And if you have me friended on LJ but not DW, that's cool. I'll try not to feel hopelessly sad. [g]
Just...the new LJ standard comment pages do not work for my brain. They really don't. They are not friendly to my ADD. And I really don't know what to do about it, RP-wise. I'll probably adjust, but it's going to be a massive headache in the meantime.
Please bear with me.
(Apparently the Russian userbase isn't thrilled either. Hmm.)
In other news, omg so tired.
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Dec. 14th, 2011 11:05 pmOh, my soul.
Also, I have a migraine. And there is a new Simon's Cat. I'm tempted to update my icon with this year's holiday SC instead.
ETA: Twitter is back. I neglected to mention that like others, I'm remembering Russell Hoban, who I think of every time I eat bread or toast with jam. Seriously, every time.
Hoban had this to say about writing which is entirely too true:
I dont have nothing only words to put down on paper. Its so hard. Some times theres mor in the emty paper nor there is when you get the writing down on it. You try to word the big things and they tern ther backs on you. Yet youwl see stanning stoans and ther backs wil talk to you.
(Riddley Walker, 1983)
I sometimes wonder if I was the only person in Bill Oram's '04 class to get a lot out of that book...as a geek looking at language drift and cultural drift, I think it speaks more to me with a few years hindsight.
Therefore, as a disclaimer, the poll is based on what I remember watching between the ages of three and fourteen, in a white Christian US Midwestern household where I was Not Allowed to watch certain things. It is sure as hell not all-inclusive, and it is ridiculously slanted towards things that I'm sure I would lose my shit at if I were to watch them now. I'm almost tempted to do so and then deconstruct one or two, but I really don't have the time. Just thinking about it is tempting the oh fuck so many deadlines thoughts, then full-out trigger.
There is space for sharing your own thoughts. The ticky boxes are just for ticky.
Also, I started putting together a list of Holiday Episodes of shows I watched, both in my formative years and recently, but I'd be here all night, so it's been deleted. There's a text box instead for sharing.
So, drop some clicks if you liked things best, or if you found things notable and would like to talk with me about them.
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 24
TV specials:
Amahl and the Night Visitors (any)![]()
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1 (5.3%)
Rudolph the Red-Nosed Reindeer (1964)![]()
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11 (57.9%)
A Charlie Brown Christmas (1965)![]()
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15 (78.9%)
How the Grinch Stole Christmas (1966)![]()
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14 (73.7%)
Christmas Eve on Sesame Street (1978)![]()
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3 (15.8%)
A Chipmunk Christmas (1981)![]()
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2 (10.5%)
Mickey's Christmas Carol (1983)![]()
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7 (36.8%)
A Garfield Christmas (1987)![]()
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4 (21.1%)
A Claymation Christmas Celebration (1987)![]()
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3 (15.8%)
A Wish for Wings That Work (1991)![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Winnie the Pooh and Christmas Too (1991)![]()
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1 (5.3%)
The Wish That Changed Christmas (1992)![]()
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0 (0.0%)
Cinema and TV movies:
White Christmas (1954)![]()
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6 (30.0%)
The House Without a Christmas Tree (1972)![]()
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0 (0.0%)
The Snowman (1982)![]()
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4 (20.0%)
A Christmas Story (1983)![]()
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9 (45.0%)
Nutcracker (Pacific Northwest Ballet, 1986)![]()
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1 (5.0%)
Home Alone (1990)![]()
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11 (55.0%)
The Muppet Christmas Carol (1992)![]()
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9 (45.0%)
Home Alone 2: Lost in New York (1992)![]()
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7 (35.0%)
David Copperfield (1993)![]()
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0 (0.0%)
The Santa Clause (1994)![]()
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6 (30.0%)
I love this and you didn't mention it!
My favourite 'holiday' themed TV show episode/special as an adult is:
Anything else to add?
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Dec. 11th, 2011 01:58 pmholiday love meme at LJ
If you like. Will hit it up later meself.
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Dec. 8th, 2011 09:12 pmIt did happen to be a bit fortunate as nearly the whole office was hungover or completely wiped from the Christmas* party last night. Yes, it was on a Wednesday. Yes, I left early because after two rather nasty wasted weekends, I've learned that trying to keep pace with Scots is foolhardy at best, especially when you're a medication lightweight.
But now I've just had a weird day, and my IBS has been flaring up and I just am not in the mood for much internets, including RP stuff. I fail at queering the shit out of steampunk London.
By the way, if you are so inclined, there is a love meme being run by
* Yes, I recognise that in the US, 'happy holidays' is an ineffectual panacea to hide the dominant cultural paradigm, but the Christmas EVERYWHERE thing in Britain still feels so very wrong to me.
Author:
Fandom: Dhalgren - Samuel R. Delany
Rating: Mature
Warning: I chose not to use archive warnings on this, only because all of the warnings therein don't really define the sense of this fic. It's a confusing somewhat problematic shambles (in keeping with canon). Denny is underage, but that really doesn't apply to this story, so I left it out.
Relationships: Kid/Lanya/Denny
Summary: "This is not a poem. It is a very shabby report of something that happened in the year of Our Lord it would be oh-so-nice to write down, month, day, and year. But I can't."
Notes: For
Read at AO3
Additionally...this is not a fic to read if you haven't read canon. Seriously, it barely makes sense if you have read canon. I...have rarely written an unreliable narrator on purpose before, and it's a trip and a half.
And the canon...the canon is problematic-on-purpose, and not for everyone by any stretch of the imagination, certainly not for people who have assault and/or racism and/or anti-gay triggers. In his attempt to deconstruct myths both ancient and modern (of the stereotype sort), Delany plays with all of those things. Alternately, some people aren't triggered by any of that but really don't get it and find Dhalgren to be utterly hopeless and OTT.
It is, but there's a point to it--the deconstruction of the modern city and descent into chaos sort of demands that. (And the theme somehow seems exceedingly relevant to the current economic debacle.) Somehow there's seriously interesting worldbuilding going on, and a really great meditation on being an artist of any variety (Delany would probably hate to know that I didn't revise this fic much at all. If for some reason you're acquainted, please don't have him read it). I went with the latter theme in my writing, and I'm trying to decide if telling people what I meant by it is ruining the whole thing. If you're interested in knowing, please drop a comment.
I've made a Dhalgren inspired fanmix as well, but I'm too tired to upload the cover art right now as I've cooked a whole turkey dinner and am wiped. Soon.
And if you haven't looked at
Kaleidoscope reveals!
Nov. 20th, 2011 10:01 pmBy the way, I'm enjoying reading and browsing through the stuff in the rest of the Kaleidoscope collection with which I have at least passing knowledge or contextual understanding, and heartily suggest you go have a nosey. A wander. A peek.
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Nov. 15th, 2011 09:04 pmBack soon.
ETA: If you want to amuse yourself, check out my Non-Gender-Specific Self-Insert fantasies over at
So I guess my main public statement to tptb of OTW and every other fan group (DW included)...and, frankly, to Smith College over their bullshit this week...is: Stop fucking with us.
Seriously. For various reasons (including some very strong neuroses), I do not give my money away lightly, even the small amount of it that has gone to you. Critically, in something that prevents most of the heartache I have over this, do not pretend to be progressive when you won't take progressive thought into serious consideration.
I can cope with you not being progressive, it's something I've learned how to fight. But don't fucking dare to tell me about your inclusivity and openness and oh god diversity if you're not prepared to take serious--and frankly, difficult--discussions on board.
in other words, don't blame me, I'm voting for Sanders.